Your sweat became like great drops of blood ..in complete anguish You pleaded with your father to take the cup from you yet nevertheless His will was to be done.. I can only imagine the pain you felt. The feeling of death surrounding you as you look over only to see your disciples asleep. Could they not watch at least an hour?
While I may never be able to fully describe in that moment how you felt I know that my present sufferings that I must endure do not compare. The feelings of being alone and betrayed by the ones who are most dear to your heart must have been heartbreaking. Yet you knew all these things would happen and you loved them the same. I must admit that once again your ability to love has challenged my weak love. When I feel abandoned by those closest to my heart suddenly you remind me that I'm not alone.. Nevertheless not my will but yours be done
While I may never be able to fully describe in that moment how you felt I know that my present sufferings that I must endure do not compare. The feelings of being alone and betrayed by the ones who are most dear to your heart must have been heartbreaking. Yet you knew all these things would happen and you loved them the same. I must admit that once again your ability to love has challenged my weak love. When I feel abandoned by those closest to my heart suddenly you remind me that I'm not alone.. Nevertheless not my will but yours be done
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