Dark am I yet lovely.. Surrounded by the darkness of my sin and my inablity to love God in my own strength. It is the weakness of my eyes that capture His heart ...almost afraid to look ...yet another disappoinment that I must bring before Him. The one who I told I would never do it again.Tears have become my food because I have longed to know what He is really like.. My eyes seem to focus more on the darkness of my fleshly nature vs. the love that He has lavished upon ..God delights in my weakness but yet I ask the question .."God why must I be so weak?"
Weak in my choices, weak in my thoughts, weak in my love for you... but yet you tell me this moves your heart? How is this so.. ?
I must admit though I have no answers for these questions above I am sure of one thing...my heart must never stop searching ..
"The revelation that He sees me and delights in me even in my weakness gives me confidence to turn to Him and bodly declare my love for Him while I am yet immature"
This really touched my heart I totally relate within my ownself at times knowing that he love me because it his pleasure may you grow more and more in love with him and may you drown in his love be blessed
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